Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Eid is finally here! :)
It's amazing how fast Ramadhan went by this year. Although next year will be longer as it's gonna be during summer holidays. Plus the days are longer.
It sucks not having Raya with Aish. :c I will be facebook-ing her later how we're gonna be missing her this year. Sadly, she's gonna be spending Raya in school. I told her everytime that we would call her, that we were gonna Fed-Ex kueh tarts to her. :p Hahah, hopefully we can. Even though it might a tad late.
Later on in the day, we're having an open house with family friends and newcomers and so that's nothing new. :) Cos' we have it every year. Lol, everyone knows that we always have it on the first day of Raya. :) There will be loads of other houses in the neighbourhood having their own celebrations – Esp the lo-chels. :) Hahaha.To relatives back in Singapore,
We miss you LOADS! Even though I'm the only one in the family who's never spent Raya EVER in Singapore, someday InsyAllah, I will. Get the family together and catch up as always. Raya in Dubai is always fun. Get to hang out with my fave childhood friends I've grown up with. It's pretty awesome! :) I love it here.
Somehow, I can't imagine myself living in Singapore cos' I can't really survive there. Living conditions in general and transportation is definitely different from here. Dubai's my home, and always will beeeee :D
I'll be posting a song here for Aisha. :D Raya song obv. Lol. - If it's possiblz.
Miss you lots like tater tots. xxxxxxxxx
8:09 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
"Friends are better than love.."But, to make love, you must make friends. :) (or, world peace! :) lol)
I would never call myself perfect in any situation (unless it was some drama) cos' no one is perfect.
Everyone has their ups and downs. You experience one, you learn from it. Mistakes come whenever. I don't regret much. Cos' i always learn to get back up and learn from it; step by step. The way life is sposd to be. I sometimes say, "OH LIFE SUCKS!", or "omg, i hate my life"..
In a way, i don't mean it but at times like that, i seem to just think back at what was wrong. I always think back to the past. Reminiscing? Wrong.
"I run psycho in the street, to the one I've been dreaming to meet, but then I see your face, and you just appear in the place; taking me back to my fantasy dream..."There's no question about love or hate. Love is just contemporary expression just to make you happy until the next life and to make you feel close to a person... Cos' in the next life, you will be there forever. Hate is just anger and a feeling you seem to get, to express which btw, is ugly. Hate is a big word. But, in some situations, sometimes, you gotta use the word. ;)
I miss the old days, when we'd hang out, talk on the phone, laugh a lot and scream cos' we felt like it. I miss the days we'd sit at lunch together, and just talk about random stuff. I miss how we'd talk in our code language cos we knew that people would get annoyed :p. I miss your hugs, humour and sarcasm.
I miss You. <3 xxooxx
3:02 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
Although it's a little late... It's been exactly two months since yesterday when He left. Dear Uncle Amin. You, were one of the closest uncles I knew and all of us used to just have a good time all the way. We'd come to Singapore and we'd always know we had had had to meet you. Along with Aliah x and Aunty M. After a while, you were struggling. We had no idea. But inside, we knew that you would always cope and hang on to the tight rope. The last time I saw you, was with Mama, in 2005. I didn't get to meet you this year, in Dec/January. But I know that someday, I'll meet you soon. There's a picture I'll cherish with everyone else here in Dubai.. the last picture of you with Mama. I won't forget Memories. I won't forget you... Lots of love from your niece, Maryam xoxo
8:47 AM
