Chapters of the one girl...

Life So Farrr,,

2009-11-28T05:27:00.000-08:00

Welllllllllll.
I can just say that it has been sucha crap month - November.
Friends you realize are backstabbers, friends you realize you trusted with secrets then spread it.
What bitches :p No more "elaboration" on that.

Meh dudette couszin - Aliaahahaha, ici a dubaii. C'est fantastique. :D
We shalls be going to Dubs MAWL soon. To go to Kinooorr, and then i think, sushi? :D WAHEY, fooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.

I've got hols till the 6th. So two weeks, not so bad.
2nd Dec - pointless lil' CAPTAINS BALL thingymajig and footie tourny. Greatness....... not.
I have a stupid lil' annoying creature coming with me tomo to watch New Mooon - no not you Aliah.
So dont vurrry, its KHA.Lii.Sah.
I am so brd right now, i cud like run away and be like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, i love me. :) What a hippee. Ok, i shalls go now, to let this bimbo blog "briefly" bout her lil stay in AWEESOMASTIC DUBAI.

ex oh ex oh, EmAYEff.

EID - very late, cos' blogger was bein gay :p

2009-09-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

Eid is finally here! :)
It's amazing how fast Ramadhan went by this year. Although next year will be longer as it's gonna be during summer holidays. Plus the days are longer.
It sucks not having Raya with Aish. :c I will be facebook-ing her later how we're gonna be missing her this year. Sadly, she's gonna be spending Raya in school. I told her everytime that we would call her, that we were gonna Fed-Ex kueh tarts to her. :p Hahah, hopefully we can. Even though it might a tad late.
Later on in the day, we're having an open house with family friends and newcomers and so that's nothing new. :) Cos' we have it every year. Lol, everyone knows that we always have it on the first day of Raya. :) There will be loads of other houses in the neighbourhood having their own celebrations – Esp the lo-chels. :) Hahaha.

To relatives back in Singapore,
We miss you LOADS! Even though I'm the only one in the family who's never spent Raya EVER in Singapore, someday InsyAllah, I will. Get the family together and catch up as always. Raya in Dubai is always fun. Get to hang out with my fave childhood friends I've grown up with. It's pretty awesome! :) I love it here.
Somehow, I can't imagine myself living in Singapore cos' I can't really survive there. Living conditions in general and transportation is definitely different from here. Dubai's my home, and always will beeeee :D
I'll be posting a song here for Aisha. :D Raya song obv. Lol. - If it's possiblz.
Miss you lots like tater tots. xxxxxxxxx

Title?

2009-09-21T15:02:00.000-07:00

"Friends are better than love.."
But, to make love, you must make friends. :) (or, world peace! :) lol)

I would never call myself perfect in any situation (unless it was some drama) cos' no one is perfect.
Everyone has their ups and downs. You experience one, you learn from it. Mistakes come whenever. I don't regret much. Cos' i always learn to get back up and learn from it; step by step. The way life is sposd to be. I sometimes say, "OH LIFE SUCKS!", or "omg, i hate my life"..
In a way, i don't mean it but at times like that, i seem to just think back at what was wrong. I always think back to the past. Reminiscing? Wrong.

"I run psycho in the street, to the one I've been dreaming to meet, but then I see your face, and you just appear in the place; taking me back to my fantasy dream..."

There's no question about love or hate. Love is just contemporary expression just to make you happy until the next life and to make you feel close to a person... Cos' in the next life, you will be there forever. Hate is just anger and a feeling you seem to get, to express which btw, is ugly. Hate is a big word. But, in some situations, sometimes, you gotta use the word. ;)

I miss the old days, when we'd hang out, talk on the phone, laugh a lot and scream cos' we felt like it. I miss the days we'd sit at lunch together, and just talk about random stuff. I miss how we'd talk in our code language cos we knew that people would get annoyed :p. I miss your hugs, humour and sarcasm.
I miss You. <3 xxooxx

In Memory.

2009-09-18T08:47:00.000-07:00

Although it's a little late... It's been exactly two months since yesterday when He left.

Dear Uncle Amin.
You, were one of the closest uncles I knew and all of us used to just have a good time all the way. We'd come to Singapore and we'd always know we had had had to meet you. Along with Aliah x and Aunty M.
After a while, you were struggling. We had no idea. But inside, we knew that you would always cope and hang on to the tight rope.
The last time I saw you, was with Mama, in 2005. I didn't get to meet you this year, in Dec/January. But I know that someday, I'll meet you soon. There's a picture I'll cherish with everyone else here in Dubai.. the last picture of you with Mama.
I won't forget Memories. I won't forget you...
Lots of love from your niece,

Maryam xoxo

My questions...YOUR answers to me.

2009-08-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

Do you ever wonder if anyone will just snap at you any minute now?
Do you sometimes think that you will just die in the next two seconds? (InsyAllah, it won't happen)
Do you ever think that your love, friend or relative is thinking of you right now?
Do you sometimes think that I will/am?
Do you sometimes take things for granted?
Do you just assume things happen for a reason or they just happen with no reason?
Is your mind spinning and thoughtfully thinking about these questions I just typed up?
Mine is.
I am thoughtfully thinking about it.
Answer back, ask me anything if you want... I want answers from you.

Bestfriends I could not live without. :)

2009-08-24T14:36:00.000-07:00

Ms Qaisara Aalia Bogani,

Amazingly funny, always there for eachother, although we've had like 2 hour fights x), we always made up. :) Although you may be tiny in height, you've got the brains, the tuffness and lovingness :p I could tell you ANYTHING at all whenever I had to, had a problem.. or anything.
We have LOADS AND LOADS of quotes. It's funny how we can never seem to stop laffing at something we saw, or heard. :p We were always known as the laffing bestfriends in the back of class... :p No matter what, we'd always laugh laugh laugh. Always a new quote EVERYday. :p :) (L)
Now youre in Canada(h), I miss you so much. xooxooxox Beaver, Vanilla, Supaafox, Qqbeans.
"...don't forget", i am "your guardian angel..." :) HAHA.
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Ms Juliana Duncaaaaaaaaaan. :p

You sarcastic, bimbo-ish, funny piece of bum. :) We've known eachother almost now a year.. and we grew closer and closer. :) It's funny how we just clicked. :p You too, were always there to help, always there to listen to my pointless "issues"... Our crazy sleepovers and eating cookies. :) Hahahaha...and boy craze. :p You too might be leaving this year, (BUMMER) and so, i hate you for that. Haha (L)
IloveeeeeeyouuuuPimpette.
You are my pimpette, i am your Pimpiette ;) Fo shiz. xoxox

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Ms Zarrrineeeeeee Chamaaaaaaasssss :)

Sighh, this girl. She has MAJURRR issues. Hahaha. She's amazinggly funny tooo, good listener, wannabe cooolbeans like meh ;) and my buubbba. Dammmn, we had our random moments.. LOADS practically. We had fights too.. But i mean come on.. :) We wouldn't be mad at eachother THAT longg tbh. :) LAWL. (L)
LoveeyouuBubbaaa xoxo
Maa Bubbaa Foevvaaa. (L)

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Ms Stephanieeeeeeeee K....LENZ. :D <3

I've known this VOOMAN, since year 2. And she's been my bff since then. We lost contact for a fewwww, buuuuttt, GUESS VAT, she's in ma homee country noww eyheyh. (Well, never lived there but u knoww.. ;p )
Always there, random moments, helpful, amazing photoshopper :p im jelushhhh, she thinks shes shooo speshul *coffff*. :) What else to say about you? Other than to say, that im just lucky to have met cha. :) Hahaha, loveyou.
LYLASAA LUFFLIE :) (L)
No mattaaa what. xoxo

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Ms Surayaaaaaaaa "Coolbeannnnsss" El Amin.

Geeeee, nenek Susu...ive known you since KG2. It's amazing how we were once the troublesome two outside in the playground by ourselves. :p I can tell this girl anything I could cos' she would also go thru the same things...our amazingly gossiping, boy crazy, ryan sheckler obsessive sleepovers. x) Hahahaha, sighh. Good memories..we had loads of fun.
We still do, no matter what, i love youuu. (L)
Love you ma sisss.

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Ms Holllllleighhhhhhh Annnneee Hickkssss. :)

In year 7, you were like one of the closest girls i was friends with. We would talk all day, non stop, talk all tha timeee in class, LAUGH alot and make jokes. We were like Bosom Buddies x) HAHAHA. We'd always stick up for eachother, and just chill. You left in tha middle of year 7, but no, we didn't lose touch. We're still coolbeans as we were before. ;) You're like meh music buddyyyy and you'd always be there just to be random with haha. At this moment i am talking to you on msn. :) You, me and tash were like obsessed with Tokio Hotel.. and i guess.. we still are? :L
Haha, miss you loadss (L)
Lovee youuuu loads ma shuh-kaa-kank. xoxo

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Ms TAAAAAAAAASHA C. Beattie-Sykes :D

Haha, thiss chick, listens to mooosic all tha time. It's amazing how she loves so many boy bands doods... Esp - Jefree Star, Oli Sykessss :) , Tokio Hotel doods and Asking Alexandria. You are always funny, making sucha fool of yourselff haha, always laffing, smiling, MAKING FUNNY FACES IN MY FACE IN MATHS. -.- :L and in the end, it wasn't me who got in trouble. x) LAWL. Known you since Year 7 tooo and you were just hanging round round being the normal, retarded self we knew. :) and i deffo love you for that. Hahaha.
Lovee you mucho taaiish. :) (L)
Mehh random, freaky, hyped up buddy. ;) xoxox

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SPECIAL:
My amazing, awesome Sister - Aisha Ahmad Fuad. :) (L)

You would always be there at any time, just to support.. you were there when I'd fall when I was lil', you were there when I'd cry, you were there when I was sad and down... I thank you.
Although you were just here a few days ago, you're now back in your coolness townn of Debrecen, Hungary ;). Someday, insyAllah, you'll be an amazing Doctor fer sure. Alhamdulillah. Study hard and you'll go far. :)
I thank you so much, for always there to support me all the way even though you're miles and miles away. Whenever I was always in doubt, i'd go to you. We had loads of memories together growing up always as sisters should. We'll ALWAYS stick together as we grow up. No matter what, we'll keep our promise to stay together.
I would tell my secrets, ;) haha, to her, my problems just as any sister would. She would always give advice at any time. (even tips ;) Hahahaha)

I love you soooooo much Aisha. :) (L)
and once again, I thank you. :)))

Changes...

2009-08-24T13:33:00.000-07:00

So.. here I go again.. With my blogs. Hahaha.
But, since I have nothing else to do, or if I have no one to talk to, I'll write what I want to. :p

Year 9's coming near... less than two weeks now... Aisha's gone :( Left like a few days ago. Poo you. Year 9 is like the main year. Gahh.. choosing what you wanna do... GREAT. I have NO idea at all at the moment on what I'm planning on doing.. f
First I said, doctor...lawyer...teacher...ARTIST. Buut.. Tbhh,, I gotta rethink it over. Hahaha.. it's too early to choose just to say. :)

Now playing - JAI HO. :D

Quote: Wherever you go, love, spirit and wealth follows. Somehow...

Hahahaha, that was pretty random.
Now for the real stuff.. But SOME.. I can't really say here... I just can't be bummed to type it all up. All the things i've really wanted to say. Hahaha...
But anyway.. This is just for me to be busy with..(for now.)

"I miss you..."

- ciao. x